BJ's AnD S&M

BJ's AnD S&M


	Named after the creator, Mike, four most frequent posters, Brittany, Jason, Anna, Sarah and newest member Dorothy. archives Tuesday, June 29, 2004 I am amazingly calm, collected, and graceful, even after being awake for over 36 hours. I also proved to myself and everyone that the tomboy can be in heels for 15 hours, look good, not trip or fall, and walk the next day. After a long long weekend and the much needed 8 hours of sleep and a shower, I feel a little drained. Today is a glasses day. posted by Anonymous 11:35 AM Monday, June 28, 2004 Living the college life... godluvu2: where's the part attt???????? godluvu2: where are is the boeerr? godluvu2: fufuc a fucking great party tonight bro godluvu2: tus ch a great party Shdy314: Clearly. Shdy314: Celebrating something? godluvu2: heahhhhhhhhhhh the start of spring term godluvu2: wait godluvu2: i mean summer Shdy314: HEHE Shdy314: Drink a little? godluvu2: noooo godluvu2: don't drink godluvu2: but my head is kind of ufnny godluvu2: iot was a great fcking party tonight though Shdy314: since when do you not drink? Shdy314: You had a joint or something yes? godluvu2: nonononononon godluvu2: m an godluvu2: i don't do snt that shit godluvu2: no druggigies for me Shdy314: what the hell are you talking about? Shdy314: I READ YOUR JOURNAL Shdy314: whoops Shdy314: damn caps lock godluvu2: it'sw tlike the eclipse of hte moon godluvu2: you know? godluvu2: it's a semicricle of darkness Shdy314: caps lock? godluvu2: anyoe what i'm outt ahere godluvu2: skeeep it real godluvu2: and watch out for vapiresvampires Shdy314: are vampires real? godluvu2: yeah they eat your penis godluvu2 is away at 12:12:41 AM posted by Mikael, Shady, God 11:55 PM And just think Sarah it's only halfway over. What new highs and lows might you experience? Only time will tell. I'd love to come kick everyone's ass at Risk sometime. ;-) No point in playing Risk if you can't trash talk. posted by Mikael, Shady, God 8:11 PM Sunday, June 27, 2004 Crossfade Cold Looking back at me I see That I never really got it right I never stopped to think of you I'm always wrapped up in Things I cannnot win You are the antidote that gets me by Something strong Like a drug that gets me high What I really meant to say Is I'm sorry for the way I am I never meant to be so cold to you And I'm sorry about all the lies Maybe in a different light You could see me stand on my own again Cause now i can see You were the antidote that got me by Something strong like a drug that got me high I never meant to be so cold I never really wanted you to see The screwed up side of me that I keep Locked inside of me so deep It always seems to get to me I never really wanted you to go So many things you should have known I guess for me theres just no hope I never meant to be so cold posted by Mikael, Shady, God 11:55 PM Man it's hard to go to work after 5 days off playing with the sisters you wish you had. And then spent saturday night with Anna rehashing the past. Followed by waking up to go to work. UGH. God I hope Ashley finds a replacement roomate soon so I can get the hell out of here and get back to Walgreens. posted by Mikael, Shady, God 6:01 PM Saturday, June 26, 2004 I finally got a scholarship and contract in rotc. I'm locked and loaded into being a soldier now. It feels pretty good; I'm proud. posted by Jason 11:42 PM Some big news. My cousins have been here since wednesday which is why I haven't posted. Their names are Emma and Elly. Their ages are 2 and 3 respectively but Elly is almost 4. They are cuter than buttons. And yes they really really love me. But they love pretty much everyone. They leave today early in the morning and I am sorry to see them go. Their like the sisters Ive always wanted. But later today Anna is SUPPOSED to stop by and visit so I hope that will be fun. It should ease the loneliness Ill undoubtedly feel. I had some cookie dough ice cream. I saw another great new episode of Monk. Oh and I am moving back to Fremont... I will be working at Walgreens again for the same pay and have the same seniority I used to. I will look to rent a room since my search for a roommate met with utter failure despite finding an apartment in Niles for 725 a month. Until then I will stay with friends. If it takes a little while to find a place I dont want to burden anyone so Id like to switch off. If anyone thinks I can stay with them for just a few days Id appreciate it. It is not an immediate thing. Wednesday at the earliest. I probably wont be back in Fremont till Saturday. So before then Ill still be working to save up some cash. Once I start working at Walgreens Ill be making at least 1400 a month after taxes and most rooms rent in Fremont for like 500. Easy peesy. Plenty of money for gas and all that. If anyone knows anyone that is renting a room or would want to rent a room let me know. I already have some numbers to call from the newspaper. So yes this is not wishful thinking this is fact. Hopefully most of you are happy about this turn of events. ;-) If not too bad! posted by Mikael, Shady, God 12:16 AM Wednesday, June 23, 2004 "Tear Away" I'm tearing away Pieces are falling I can't seem to make them stay You run away Faster and faster you can't seem to get away Break Hope there's a reason For questions unanswered I just don't see everything Yes I'm inside you Tell me how does it feel to feel like this Just like I do I don't care about anyone else but me I don't care about anyone Do I really want this Sometimes I scare myself I just can't let it go Can you believe it Everything happens for reasons I just don't know I don't care about anyone else but me I don't care about anyone I don't care about anyone else but me I don't care about anyone or anything but me Damn I love me I don't care about anyone else but me I don't care about anyone I don't care about anyone else but me I don't care about anyone or anything I don't care about anyone else but me I don't care about anyone posted by Mikael, Shady, God 11:17 PM Tuesday, June 22, 2004 I called in sick again. God damn, that is fun. However, I am going in to work today. sigh Real life sometimes bites. posted by Anonymous 11:17 AM Sunday, June 20, 2004 I spent $160 on a pair of work boots today. I haven't ever spent that much on shoes in my life. I could get 3 pairs of my normal shoes for that much. But I figured that I was going to be in them and on my feet all summer, so I might as well be comfortable... and broke. posted by Jason 8:17 PM I am calling in sick today. I've never called in sick, except for the time I couldn't walk because I was so sick. But today I'm calling in so that I can go to a free KISS concert. I figure, why not? posted by Anonymous 10:19 AM Saturday, June 19, 2004 Forget to mention this yesterday. Monk Season Premiere! W00T! Love that show. Nice to have something to watch without Angel now. posted by Mikael, Shady, God 5:21 PM Friday, June 18, 2004 I finally took and passed a test for my driver's license. After two years of being licenseless, and am once again legal. Hooray. posted by Jason 2:12 PM Thursday, June 17, 2004 http://www.popsci.com/popsci/science/article/0,12543,633225-1,00.html Awesome article! Especially page 4. posted by Mikael, Shady, God 5:17 PM Wednesday, June 16, 2004 Oh I don't know how many of you realize this but I have come to the realization (quite awhile ago but like I said not everyone may know) that deep down in my heart of hearts Im kind of a hopeless romantic. It sickens me! posted by Mikael, Shady, God 9:09 PM "Oh, and brittany. There will probably not be any sex in this campaign, so it should be totally different from the dnd you're used to ;)" HEHEHEHEHEHE ROFLMAO! Man if I had said something like that I'd have to hear a whole long diatribe on my insensitivity and how cruel I am. In fact I probably still will have to just for laughing at it. Oh well. I do think there should be sex though J. Just make sure it always makes sense in context and isnt a flimsy excuse at cybering. :) posted by Mikael, Shady, God 9:09 PM Sometime in the near future I'm going to start running a dungeons and dragons game with mike online. I doubt any of you are interested but you would be welcome to join us if you are. You would need to get the Players handbook and a set of dice. Mike, that means you need to get that stuff too. I'll probably be getting the DMG and the Monster manual today, and it will take me a while to read them and figure out what to do. Oh, and brittany. There will probably not be any sex in this campaign, so it should be totally different from the dnd you're used to ;) posted by Jason 9:59 AM Tuesday, June 15, 2004 If you haven't seen "Love Actually"... See it. You won't be sorry. I sat down expecting a nice solid predictable hour and a half romantic comedy. But I was pleasantly surprised. What I got was an enjoyable, unique, interrelated, clever, humorous story that looks at the many faces/facets of love. And what we will do for that love. Sure sometimes its a bit sappy and hopelessly romantic and sometimes its patently absurd but so is love sometimes and its always done in a believable way in the film. It's good enough I will watch it again and I rarely do that. Though two zany characters do steal the show at times. (In the sense you want to see more of them because their frigging hilarious) If youve seen it you know who they are. :-D posted by Mikael, Shady, God 9:59 PM To quote Bart Simpson... "There's a 4:30 in the morning now?" posted by Mikael, Shady, God 10:49 AM 6am never ceases to be hard to swallow, even when I wake up on my own. posted by Anonymous 6:46 AM Monday, June 14, 2004 Oh you CAN. You just won't. :-D posted by Mikael, Shady, God 7:43 PM I sold my soul to the cell phone about a year ago. So far, I've been pretty glad to have it. And when I don't want to be bothered, I just turn it off. I don't make a big deal of it. My parents are asking that I contribute to the groceries now. Next it will be rent. Lame. So very lame. And no Mike, I still cannot move in with you. I get to play with the horses this morning. That will be so wonderful. posted by Anonymous 10:56 AM Sunday, June 13, 2004 HEHEHEHEH. Now you understand my pain with my sisters. :-P posted by Mikael, Shady, God 4:50 PM Saturday, June 12, 2004 I don't think I told you J but I did the same thing. I feel like such an idiot when using it to check the time. (Sigh) I need a watch again. posted by Mikael, Shady, God 9:13 PM Well, I did it. I got a cell phone. I can't help but feel like I sold out. But it was a great deal, and E'Lise and I are on a plan where we can call each other for free anytime. For 20 bucks, ec and I got two really nice phones (w/ cameras) and two leather cases. They should be good. Anyway, I should be able to call you guys now after 7pm for free. Good times. posted by Jason 6:50 PM Friday, June 11, 2004 An Iowan on Politics: I'd trust Bush with my daughter, but not my country. I'd trust Clinton with my country, but not my daughter. posted by Mikael, Shady, God 11:34 PM That's pretty funny. I made him a member way back when. Like 3 years ago or so. I only really recently took him off. Like 3-4 weeks ago when I looked through the members list and took off a few people that I hadn't even talked to for quite awhile. If he wants back on that's kewl with me. Happy to have him. You have admin powers for a reason J. Use them. posted by Mikael, Shady, God 5:15 PM Thursday, June 10, 2004 Would anyone mind if I invited Adam Lau to join the blog? posted by Jason 8:10 PM Wednesday, June 09, 2004 I tend to make a bigger deal of things than I should. I know this. But the first mess up in the new relationship really sucks and kinda hurts. What's worse is he doesn't even realize that there was messing up and so I'm seemingly upset for no reason. A few hours ago I was floating on how nice it was just to be near him and hear his heartbeat. His breathing. To look up and see him smiling down at me. Now I'm all flustered over worrying for nothing and waisting my one night off this week. Rar. posted by Anonymous 12:59 AM Tuesday, June 08, 2004 http://www.cybermoonstudios.com/8bitDandD.html posted by Jason 2:42 PM Check this out. I cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdgnieg! Aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoatnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit porbelm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Amzanig huh? posted by Jason 11:15 AM Monday, June 07, 2004 No. I think it's great you went out of your way to save a dog's life. Very kind. posted by Mikael, Shady, God 7:23 PM Sunday, June 06, 2004 I would notice, but I would be like, "Shit, how did I bleach my shirt?" posted by Jason 11:57 AM Saturday, June 05, 2004 Let me give you an idea of what my sister's fight about. And this is word for word... Sarah: "What the hell you fucking idiot that's my blue shirt. Your's is teal." Deidra: "No..." Sarah: "Your's is blue mine's teal you idiot!" I'd also like to point out only women could have a fight about this. If you switched a guys (light)blue shirt with a teal one he wouldn't even notice. posted by Mikael, Shady, God 6:24 PM This is why I hate Homeowner's Associations. And before you ask yes I live in YLP and my mom is a homeowner and will be at the meeting... Amid a cloud of questions and controversy, a special homeowners’ meeting has been called for June 9 at Yosemite Lakes Park, to discuss a controversial plan which, if passed, would change the way traffic violators and traffic itself are handled within the park. YLP general manager Anne Bamping arranged for the special session, which will take place at the clubhouse at 6:30 p.m., so that residents can voice their concerns or support for the proposed program. The meeting may be too late, however, since Larry Nunes, president of the Yosemite Lakes Owners Association, wrote to Madera County Sheriff John Anderson on May 20, asking him to inform the county board of supervisors that the YLOA “board of directors met on May 18, 2004 and, at that time, voted to reverse the vehicle code on all private roads within the park.” The next regularly-scheduled board of supervisors meeting is June 8. Supervisor Frank Bigelow said that as of 4:15 p.m. on May 28, the item was not on the June 8 calendar, but topics could be submitted as late as 5 p.m. that day. The next supervisors’ meeting after that is June 15. Although details of the proposal have not been revealed, a reversal of the vehicle code would mean that the California Highway Patrol would no longer have jurisdiction over traffic violations within park boundaries. YLP residents who violate the traffic code would be pulled over by members of Zak’s Security One, the private company which handles security in general for the park. Residents who refuse to pay traffic fines could conceivably see liens placed against their property. Since the CHP would no longer have jurisdiction within YLP, opponents of the measure contend non-residents could drive as recklessly as they wanted to and there would be no law enforcement to stop them. Another part of the proposal involves peak hour monitoring of cars entering YLP. Yosemite Springs Parkway is a main thoroughfare connecting drivers from Road 400 and the Raymond Road [415] with Highway 41. YLP residents would be issued stickers for their vehicles and non-residents would receive passes to visit within the park, or to patronize the businesses located there. A procedure to monitor drivers who use Yosemite Springs Parkway as a short-cut to and from the main highway was not discussed. Board members Sandra McCart and Craig Mommer, who voted against the plan, said they were concerned that if it is enacted, YLP will be “stuck with it” for at least a year, even if it is a failure. Under the Davis-Stirling Act, which governs homeowners’ associations, “A rule change …may not be readopted for one year after the date of the meeting reversing the rule change.” They believe this provision locks YLP into the vehicle code reversal, if the board of supervisors approves it. However, when Nunes was asked about the Davis-Stirling provision, and specifically what would happen if the reversal were approved by the county before YLP residents had a chance to discuss it, he said, “I don’t know. If you find out, please let me know.” Before the June 9 meeting was called, Nunes said he planned to “hear the full plan” at the regularly-scheduled homeowners meeting on June 15. McCart and Mommer said they were concerned about the legal liability the park would assume if the reversal were enacted, the possibility of arming private security guards, the cost of retrofitting vehicles with lights and radar guns, and the potential negative impact to businesses within the park, among other things. Nunes’ position is that “we need to do something to keep our children safe.” Fuck you Nunes. If some fuck from Zaks One tried to pull me over Id keep on driving. There is no way in hell they'll be able to put liens on your house. posted by Mikael, Shady, God 6:21 PM Friday, June 04, 2004 I'm going to stay at SU. It's what everyone says I should do, and I'm not feeling so rash as I was the other day. It's the right decision, and unless E'Lise has to stay in Montana forever I think we could make it. She also is pretty adament about not letting me give up what I have here to follow her, especially since she doesn't know what she's doing. posted by Jason 2:13 PM Thursday, June 03, 2004 I have a friend who went to Fudrucker's and purchased a hamburger that we've now coined "Noah's Ark" because 5 animals had to die in the process of making it: 1/3 pound beef 1/3 pound turkey 1/3 pound ostrich 1/3 pound buffalo with bacon and cheese on top on a one-pound bun An hour later, the hamburger was gone. He also put onion rings on top and laughed at the half piece of lettuce they put on the burger. Needless to say, I was happy to have my ceasar salad, no chicken, after watching him eat that thing. I am coming up on a month with Chris. I've never felt so confident and scared about something. I've been living in a dream state for a while now. And things just keep getting better. However, for only being together a month, things are moving VERY quickly and becoming quite serious. We're trying to slow each other down. He's off for the weekend with the boys. I think the time apart will be good for us. Jason, I don't know what I would do. I think you should stay in Seattle. That is what is best for you. But being the sap and hopeless romantic that I am, I want you and E'lise to stay. I'd never seen you so happy with someone before. Does the distance have to always be the ending factor for you? posted by Anonymous 12:41 PM So I'm in the car listening to the radio and I hear this commercial for some hamburger somewhere with a pound of beef. And their comparing how much beef is in other burgers and how many you'd have to eat to get a whole pound yadda yadda. Anyways they say you'd have to eat TWO double whoppers to get a whole pound of meat like this thing. Ok whoa. Wait up here. Even I can barely eat a double whopper meal. Which means only some truly enormous people are going to be able to pack this thing into their colon and will probably have a heart attack right after. Or it's going to be extremely wasteful as people try to eat this thing but never finish it and throw it away. I do have to applaud them though for going the exact opposite way of the fast food chains who are scrambling to pretend their food can be healthy with all the insanely spurious lawsuits coming their way. Mcdonalds has that fucking retarded adult active meal or whatever the fuck they call it and all that jazz. What sort of dumbass honestly trying to lose weight would bring themselves into a Mcdonalds? Thats like a former crack whore visiting Columbia. But this place (I think Carls Jr?) has the balls to say fuck you to all those idiots that want to blame fast food joints for making them fat and to put out a hamburger so massively bad for you I expect people to keel over and die right in the restaurant. And I respect that. posted by Mikael, Shady, God 10:26 AM Wednesday, June 02, 2004 Huh. I was just talking to Dorothy the other day about timing and relationships. I was telling her it's very common to meet someone that you could conceivably spend the rest of your life with but for reasons well beyond your control it doesn't work out. These are the people "that got away." Following E'lise would be romantic for sure. Worthy of a movie men would be dragged to see. But so often life doesn't imitate movies. C'est la vie. It's laudable you're even considering moving to Montana but E'lise is right. Stay in SU. posted by Mikael, Shady, God 11:01 PM E'Lise found out this morning that the school has eviscerated her financial aid. So much so, that she won't be able to attend SU next term. She applied for summer work study money, and if she gets that, she will stay here over summer at the place she was planning on living in and working to earn money. After that, she will probably have to live in Montana for a while. For winter term 2005, she can either go to UW or University of Montana (the school in her hometown). Things that far out are really up in the air. If she winds up at UW, she and I could probably stay together. If she goes to UM, things are much less bright for us. I'm stuck with the decision of whether to stay and lose her, or follow and give up SU. It's a very hard decision. She really wants me to stay here no matter what, but I haven't made up my mind yet. Help? posted by Jason 9:24 PM What is it in the nature of the final weeks of a school year or term that make it so hard to work? posted by Jason 10:40 AM Let's not even get into Peanuts. ;-) posted by Mikael, Shady, God 2:59 AM Tuesday, June 01, 2004 Winnie the Pooh: Amusing children's stories? Or disturbing adult literature? Christopher Robin: Clearly a schizophrenic. Talks to imaginary animals and his "parents" are heard but never seen. Is also extremely anti-social having no friends but the voices in his head. Winnie the Pooh: Clearly has an eating disorder and is mildly retarded. Tigger: Mildly retarded and obsessive compulsive. (Jumping) Rabbit: An obsessive compulsive control freak with a superiority complex. Piglet: An obsessivle compulsive neat freak. Also has a massive inferiority complex. Eeyore: Clearly is clinically depressed and suicidal. Owl: Is clearly senile. Roo: While not suffering from a mental disorder is a bastard. (No father) Looks for a father figure in Tigger. Miss Kanga: Neglectful mother with no job commonly seen giving Roo to aforementioned mildly retarded obsessive compulsive TIGER to play with all day unsupervised. Probably so she can drink in peace. After reviewing the facts YOU decide... posted by Mikael, Shady, God 7:43 PM