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Named after the creator, Mike, four most frequent posters, Brittany, Jason, Anna, Sarah and newest member Dorothy. archives Friday, November 28, 2003 Happy Thanksgiving :) posted by Jason 4:39 PM Thursday, November 27, 2003 Happy Thanksgiving all. I'm anti holiday, but I'm not anti food, so dig in! Oh, and I'm thankful to have so many that I can call friend, even if I'm impossible to get a hold of and hang out with. I'm working on it. ;) Eat well! Stay warm! posted by Anonymous 1:37 PM Saturday, November 22, 2003 I saw the Barenaked Ladies in concert. It was so incredible. I wrote everythig I could about it in my real journal, so if you want to see that, go to: http://www.livejournal.com/users/brit_brat100 My favorite excerpt, where I met my favorite member of the band (I actually met all of them...but this was the best part) will be left on here: Then came Steve. My moment. He got to me and smiled, waiting patiently for the words to formulate. It was so sweet. He didn't mock me or anything. He just smiled and watched me with such kind eyes. I wanted to melt right there. I stuttered for the first time in my life I think, but I managed to say, "The power in your singing knocks me off my feet." I wanted to elaborate and stuff, but I had no breath. He smiled and said thank you before ASKING if he could sign my ticket. He's so humble. So KIND. And then, he let me take a picture with him, just him and I. WOW. I don't remember the moments after he left our crowd (after pocketing the CD we gave him). I was in such awe. I didn't get my hug from Steve. I forgot to ask, actually. I was so bent on saying something that it took all my mental power. Mom pushed me over to where he was standing after they announced that it was time to go and he stopped talking for a second to look at me. That is all it was. A look. But I smiled and blushed. As he walked past again, I asked, "Steve, can I have a hug?" "Sure!" And those big warm arms went around me for just a moment. posted by Anonymous 1:42 PM Wednesday, November 19, 2003 ayseufspadz: ive been working on my computer for hours trying to get the game morrowind to work ayseufspadz: no dice ayseufspadz: its gone from crashing and putting my monitor to sleep and making me hard restart to just crashing and making my hard restart ayseufspadz: frusterated is a good way to describe me right now ayseufspadz: also, i got all psyched about playing what looked like a good fantasy game that i could really loost myself in ayseufspadz: now it looks like ill have to shelve the game posted by Jason 11:12 PM Tuesday, November 18, 2003 i dont think i ever remebered your birthday :p 206-220-8083 posted by Jason 5:28 PM Monday, November 17, 2003 I guess you don't have to remember my birthday anymore. ;) Its in a couple days, the 19th. I don't get to celebrate though. I'm not having anyone over or doing anything. I work both jobs that day. I leave at 8:30am that day and won't get home until 10:30pm. Thursday is my day off, but I don't really have any friends to hang out with near me, so it doesn't matter. I'm just living through it like another day. I think my mom is making carrot cake though, which I love. Maybe I'll get a piece by the time I get home from school on Thursday. See this pesimissm? I'm great compared to yesterday...I've been out of my head lately. I hope you feel better. Sometimes I think, oh, I'll just call Jason and he'll think of something to say, but it never works like that cause you're the quiet one. Plus, I don't have any number except your house number, and you aren't there, cause you're in the dorm. posted by Anonymous 3:49 PM Sunday, November 16, 2003 sorry you're feeling down brit. want to talk about it? sorry im never on aim when you are. im a little down lately too. when is your bday? posted by Jason 6:35 PM Saturday, November 15, 2003 Depression sucks. Especially around your birthday. posted by Anonymous 11:37 PM wooooooooo!!! my bank account is back out of the single digits!! http://members.cox.net/impunity/endofworld.swf posted by Jason 8:20 PM Wednesday, November 12, 2003 currently avoiding psych paper. Ive lost about three pounds since last week, and now my roommate is eating breadsticks from pizza hut (which we can buy in our dorm basement) and they smell SO F###ING GOOD! AHHHHH! hold me back. posted by Jason 8:43 PM Tuesday, November 11, 2003 I've always been opposed to counseling. The idea that a complete stranger can know my mentality bugs the fuck out of me. Probably cause I had bad experiences when I forced to go as a kid. Anyway, if you think it is the right thing for you, then go for it. If you can't find a way to meet someone during the appropriate hours, then cunsult a friend you trust. Usually someone who isn't too biased is good. I'd recomend Mike, but I only have a guess (his guess) at his number and he can be a total prick sometimes. If everyone you know is really biased, talk to someone who you know can put their feelings aside for your sake. I know people who would do it for and probably a couple who would do it for you. posted by Anonymous 1:21 AM Monday, November 10, 2003 It seems like I get depressed very easily lately. Luckily SU has a counseling center. I'll have to make an appt. I think I'm busy during all their office hours though. hmm... posted by Jason 5:15 PM Thursday, November 06, 2003 I like how you're getting all racey AFTER we went out. Actually, that was sarcasam. Horay for belated graduation gifts!! I got a 75 dollar check today, which after resolution of debts brings my net worth up to almost 20 dollars. Sweet! posted by Jason 7:21 PM Mike thinks that you be walked on for that. But that is Mike for you. He made his last visit (as far as he knows) until Christmas time. We saw Matrix Revolutions. I liked it A LOT. Way better than the second one. And there were some pretty funny parts. (okay, like three) The action wasn't over the top, but the special effects were great. Trinity has a couple KICK ASS moves. The end made me cry. You can guess as to whether it was happy or sad tears. I'm trying to tell you everything without giving anything away... My Staind concert was cancelled last night and I don't know why. I'm pissed. I was going to wear the most daring thing I own. Really tight pants and a bustiaire thing that my mom said I should wear (yes, my mom). I didn't even know I had that kind of cleavage. I could hurt someone with that. But nooo...now I have to wait to wear it for Evanescence. I'm hoping that the guy I'm going with has eyes that will pop out of his head when he sees me. Maybe then I can drive the pretty blue RX-7 with turbo and a kick ass sound system. Maybe not. posted by Anonymous 12:05 PM Wednesday, November 05, 2003 Probably a little bit :) But I plan to use anger as little as possible. I think I'll get more respect from subordinates if I'm calm and treat them like adults. posted by Jason 8:29 AM Tuesday, November 04, 2003 That is exciting and scary stuff, Jason. I just found out that the school in Tacoma I've been looking into A LOT has an audition thing and now I'm freaking out. Possible schools that I know VERY little about: PLU (Pacific Lutheran Univ.) Private school Fulterton Cal Poly, San Luis I wish I had cared about this in high school, but I'm happy I stayed in Fremont. Hey Jason, if you are squad leader, do you get to yell at people? posted by Anonymous 10:49 PM My platoon sargeant wants to make me a squad leader :D Thats a position usually filled by an MSIII (a junior) but we don't have any one besides me who can fill the position somone is leaving. This means a lot more responsibility for me, but I will learn a lot and will be better prepared for next year. Also, if I do well, it will look good for me :) I'm already buying in to the competition :-/ posted by Jason 9:17 PM Sunday, November 02, 2003 I know money pain. Today is the first day is rained in a while. I stood out in it for a bit and felt spiritual, but couldn't stay too long. I wanted to go back out, but I'm feeling very fragile with my health, so I decided not to. They put down a horse I was fairly close to and didn't tell me...until the day after. I'm still all upset about it. I wish I could have been there. This isn't helping the loneliness. posted by Anonymous 9:33 PM Saturday, November 01, 2003 Sorry Brit. I had a pretty decent day. I saved a squirell who was stuck in a garbage can; I did some finger painting, went for a walk in the park. On the downside, I only have $.42 in my checking account, and I won't get paid till the 15th. Hmm.... posted by Jason 11:21 PM Its a lonely crappy day. posted by Anonymous 12:03 PM |
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