BJ's AnD S&M

BJ's AnD S&M


	Named after the creator, Mike, four most frequent posters, Brittany, Jason, Anna, Sarah and newest member Dorothy. archives Monday, September 29, 2003 The doctors still are mystified by my condition and I appear to be healthy, which is nice, except that something is still wrong with me and I endured all that torture for nothing. Rar. Oh well. Mike called me this morning over car trouble. I was feeling rushed and worried cause I really didn't have the time to help him, but then I remembered how I felt after my accident when someone helped me and all the times my dad took time to help me...so I said I'd do it. However, he called me 4 minutes before I was supposed to meet him to tell me that he didn't need my help anymore. Hope it all worked out. No news really with the boy from work. Or the tutor guy. 3 months of being single. WEIRD. So yeah. I see Aerosmith, Kiss, and Saliva in concert on the 10th. Should be good times, even if we did pay $50 for the damn lawn. posted by Anonymous 10:45 PM my triceps just dont believe me that pushups are good for them. posted by Jason 8:18 AM Thursday, September 25, 2003 Its been a quiet week on here, but I don't know what to say. I saw "Matchstick Men," with Mike. It was good. Not funny, like I expected, except in parts. Pretty dark, actually. But I thought it was good anyway. Twist ending that caught me off guard. Oh and Mike beat me at air hockey, even though the machine was only counting about half the scored he made...not my night, I guess. But they have DDR in there now, which makes me happy. posted by Anonymous 11:42 PM Tuesday, September 23, 2003 so it was just about midnight, and a bunch of OA guys knock on my door and mob me in my room, telling me to get dressed and go with them. i do, and it turns out there is an OA (plus a few other non OA's) party going on in an apartment near by. the only person in the place who wasnt drinking left like 20 minutes after i got there. i didnt want to drink because they were making a lot of noise, and i was worried that we were going to catch some heat. it never came though, and i left after a little over an hour. it was pretty funny; watching all these people slowly get more and more inebriated. at the end though some of them were going outside with beer cans and there was some drama crap happening as some of the less drunk people tried to keep some order. ive got nothing wrong with alcohol, but as fun as it can be, i still dont think its a good idea to get drunk on campus with a big group of people. next saturday theres going to be a party at someones house a ways away from school, and there are going to be kegs there. well see what happens. posted by Jason 1:27 AM Saturday, September 20, 2003 The boy I've been crushing on for the last few months is everything I've never wanted. He's younger than me. In fact, he's still in high school! (AHHH!) He has long hair, and facial hair, which I've always been a little weird about. He's immature and fools around instead of getting any real work done. But he has moments where he's sweet and almost seems like he could be civil. Its insane! And the more I think about, the more I like him, even though the more time I spend with him, I see how different we are. What is wrong with me?! posted by Anonymous 9:52 AM Tuesday, September 16, 2003 I'm a fairly non violent person. I do get passionate about some things, but I've never been in a fight, other than with my sibling, and in general would rather yell about something than resort to hitting. Today my entire childhood horror story and all the reasons why I hate being me and living in Fremont and hate life were slapped in my face. Rumors that I will never forget, but always try not to think about, and that I hoped were gone by now, especially since we're all supposedly grown, mature adults... apparently not so... Whatever. I felt ready to slip into some spike heels and kick this guy in the balls with ALL of my strength. In my opinion, he should never be allowed to concieve. This is something I've never done, to any guy, on purpose. Dealing with these revived feelings sucks, especially since the announcement was not quiet and was not in private, so now my class of 30 some-odd people know. People who have known me since before the rumors and people I've known long after things quieted down. All I can say, this kind of bullshit reminds me that one day I fly far far away from this godforsaken place and everyone else can rot in hell. I'm better than this and so I walked out of that class with my self esteem badly bruised, but my head held high. posted by Anonymous 11:33 PM Sunday, September 14, 2003 yikes. im glad im safe up here in washington :p sings "shes a maaaaaan eater" i just got back from watching "once upon a time in mexico". stay away from that movie. it was just a collection of gratuitous violence, with a weird plot that was mostly about trying to fit in as many villans as possible. posted by Jason 7:50 PM Saturday, September 13, 2003 I love the heat. I really do. Last night I didn't need any blankets that was awesome. I got to drive in my bra. And I get to type on my computer in a similar state to my driving state. I'm not cold!! I'm feeling better. Now I'm on the prowl for a male. I'm feeling especially devious tonight. To bad I have to write an essay about Eminem for english instead. posted by Anonymous 10:36 PM Friday, September 12, 2003 wooooooooo! my spanish stuff cost $70 less than i thought it would! does a little dance posted by Jason 2:05 PM Thursday, September 11, 2003 my first day of OA (orientation advisor) training was pretty boring. i spent most of 9-5 in a room listening to people yap. it got old pretty quick. the other OA's are really cool though, so it was doable. im kinda brain dead now though, so i think im gonna go play some brainkilling videogames. posted by Jason 6:22 PM Wednesday, September 10, 2003 well, im back in my dorm room at school. im kinda lonely. its a good thing ill start being very busy tomorrow. tonight im going to a mariners game too, so i should be alright. i guess even though this is familiar, its a big change from summer, and i always get apprehensive about big changes. i hope everyone is doing well. brit, good luck with your car, and i hope you start feeling better soon. hug posted by Jason 5:24 PM Monday, September 08, 2003 I'm having one of those lonely days. I've beaten my single record, so I'm truly on my own. But I'm not feeling well and all weak and vulnerable. I'm all beat up from the car damages, I'm afraid to drive, and my car looks awful. Most of my friends are in relationships now. I've never been the one left out and I'm realizing how much that sucks. I really want to be held and someone around to talk to. posted by Anonymous 4:17 PM The Goo Goo Dolls story and my night with them: http://www.livejournal.com/users/brit_brat100 The entry is called Disconnected. I think I'm sick. I had to leave my classes because I almost threw up three times. I haven't been able to eat anything since Friday, so my stomach is beyond empty. My parents forced some spaghetti noodles in me a couple minutes ago and I'm just hoping it stays down so that I can go to work tonight. The Goo story is long, but interesting, and scary. I almost died actually. Okay, maybe I'm exaggerating or something. I did get into a nearly fatal accident (yes, a day after the other accident). posted by Anonymous 1:15 PM Sunday, September 07, 2003 holy guacamole! nate says he has a girlfriend!!! EDIT (2 minutes later): false alarm folks. he says, "Well, we are still thinking about it. Not sure." posted by Jason 3:41 PM Saturday, September 06, 2003 sorry brittany. i hope you feel better. i love not being able to do anything for you guys since im all the way up here. good luck. posted by Jason 9:57 AM Friday, September 05, 2003 I got into a car accident this morning and missed all my classes because I spent all morning trying make my car drivable. I couldn't turn the wheel without the plastic wheel well thing scraping the tire. My dad hooked a chain to the front end of my car and to the back of the truck (boat hitch) and had me back up real slow until the metal was pulled out into shape again. I still have some bumps and dents, but at least I can drive. My back has been bugging me though. And I'm still all shaken. posted by Anonymous 3:03 PM i just tried to drink 100% cranberry juice. i think i nearly died. posted by Jason 12:43 AM Wednesday, September 03, 2003 i have to buy 200 dollars worth of stuff for my spanish class. grr. im hoping that stuff will carry me through the hundred level courses. posted by Jason 12:24 PM Tuesday, September 02, 2003 Labor day at work: yelled at once, thought I'd lose my job twice, complained against one, 3 hours of cleaning one friggin' area, blamed for something I didn't do once, one credit app. (extra $2!), and my job being saved once by very nice/lucky person. Someone is covering my shift. In return I am taking an extra shift on a different day. I offered to pay her, but she said no, so I'm baking her a cake and leaving it there for her on Friday night so that she can have in on Saturday morning. Looks like I survived another weekend at JCP. Cute tutor guy in math reminds me of someone...but I can't place him. And he caught me stealing a peek at him. It was a high school moment. Chills, blushing, a soft smile, and feeling a little off afterword. I get to see the Goo Goo Dolls!! I can't believe it. I'm going be to a groupie and see if I can find the tour busses (they have two) and meet them before OR after the show. I don't care that I'm driving 2 1/2-3 hours just to get there. They are my favorite band afterall. Mike will complain and say that this has become the Jason and Brittany blog again. But Munky is really busy and still recovering from illness and everyone else is busy too. I just happen to like to update. I have to buy the evil $100 math book after this class. Oh the pain. posted by Anonymous 12:43 PM Monday, September 01, 2003 good luck brit. posted by Jason 10:14 PM As of right now, my job is on line. By the end of this week, JCP will either try to fire me or I'll quit. That sucks, cause I need the money, but they are not being understanding at all. I did all the right explaining when I was hired and I work really hard, but because I need a couple Saturdays off this month, they might fire me. If this happens, I will start looking right away, but I am going to try to wait to start until after this month because of the show and all. No one is going want to hire when when I need 4 days off in the middle of the week, plus the two Saturdays. But JCP know about this and I put in the request weeks ago. Now they're being bitchy. The deal is, I will not be there Saturday. I am scheduled, but I asked for it off and I told a few managers that I wouldn't be able to make it. The assistant manager said she'd take care of it for me. I hope she does, cause I won't be there. posted by Anonymous 2:25 PM