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Named after the creator, Mike, four most frequent posters, Brittany, Jason, Anna, Sarah and newest member Dorothy.
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Friday, October 31, 2003

   
I only have the copy I wrote. I haven't heard back from the lawyer yet. He's doing this for free and so I'm trying not to impose on him time, but he's a friend, so I'll know he'll do it. When I get the legal copy, I can send it over to you if you'd like. Unless you want mine? That one is fairly professional too, but it doesn't have the legal jargon.

Happy Halloween. I am dressed up today. We're going to Berkeley to hang out with the freaks and then I have work tonight.
posted by Anonymous 11:34 AM


Thursday, October 30, 2003

   
sorry i havent been posting much brit. internet problems mixed with social and rotc stuff have kept me away from blogger. ill try to be more diligent in the future. i have kind of a weird request: if you have a copy of the cease and desist letter from your lawyer on your machine, could you send me a copy? lately ive been trying to get my hands on legalish things so that i can get a feel for the jargon and see if i think its something ill be able to do some day. if you dont want me to see it i totally understand.
posted by Jason 5:23 PM


 
I feel like a loner on here. :( It must be finals week or something. Mike said a while back that the house is done being built and that he would be missing out on the moving in part because he was working. Yay. But I haven't heard from him in a while...maybe he'll get internet soon.

I really want to see "Kill Bill." Even my parents have seen it now and they said it was really good. But almost all of my friends have gone and then ones who haven't don't want to see it. Rar.

I better get going. I have to drive up the hill for some voice lessons and then a fun (not) 2 hours and 15 minutes of math. Whee.
posted by Anonymous 9:04 AM


Tuesday, October 28, 2003

   
Ryan has sent ANOTHER "last" email to Sandra after he commented for the "last" time on her journal. What a fake and a liar. He's told us it would be the last time so many fucking times. I don't even care. I've taken it upon myself to find a lawyer. It sucks that it had to come to that, but it did, and I took action, for once in my life. He has been a sent a cease and desist letter from my lawyer that I wrote and if he can't back off, I will be paying this lawyer obseen amouts of money for a restraining order.

I kinda mixed about all of this. On the one hand, he's creepy and won't leave me, my family, or my friends alone. His family life is chaos, and he has some emotional problems. I was his first love, I really did think I was going to marry him at one point, and he lost everything, including his best friend, when he lost me. Oh, and I was a bitch about it. The NEXT day, I went prancing over to Jason's house for his Eagle Scout ceremony, that I'd spent "hours" working on before, just so that I could be with Jason instead of Ryan. We tried (Mike and I) tried convincing Ryan that I had gone lesbian once, but I chickened out in the end. And just when he thought he had me again (cause I'd given in to him in bed, probably), I spent all this time with Jason, flirty and really didn't think much about Ryan. On purpose. Yeah. I'm mean. It could suck for the next guy cause I'm REALLY drawn to that Jason guy. Anyway.

On the other hand, he needs to respect my space and my wishes. I asked that he not contact me, and he has. He stalked me for a day. He would not let me into my own home. He's approached me at work. He's tried getting to me through my friends. He says he's over me, and yet, all he slips all the time with images of me (or some other tall red head he might know) and him. Its over. Its been months. This is not healthy.

Yeah. I know its hard. I was a mess after my first love too. I wasn't sure I would really be okay for a year or something ridiculous. But this is too much. I didn't go after my exe.

I don't know. He upset Sandra on her 18th birthday and that really urks the hell out of me. Damn. Why did he have to say something on such an important day, that she'll never relive again?

On a completely random side note, I get to go out and buy a sexy/scandalous/fun/attention getter outfit for the Staind show. I'm looking for suggestions. I'm not fashion guru and I don't expect any of you to be either, but I'd be up for ideas. What would get someone's attention on stage?
posted by Anonymous 10:40 PM


Friday, October 24, 2003

   
I live off chai. I have the cheap powdered stuff for home and I go to Starbucks or other coffee places for it several times a week. I'm really pathetic.

I'm singing the most romantic song from Moulin Rouge with a guy that I've had a mild crush on for a couple semesters...thing is, he's saving money to buy a ring for his girl. I don't think I stand a chance. But we have tons fun together and I'm cool with friends. The song is funny though, cause we have to be romantic and intimate, even though we aren't really. It poses a challenge. I have to keep reminding myself that this is more business like than personal. Just because he's spouting off how much he loves me in song does NOT mean he means it personally. Yay. Good times. I love the Goo Goo Dolls. Bought my Staind tickets this morning. I'm waiting for my BNL tickets and Evanescene tickets. Oh, and I got to go to the ranch for the first time in weeks and rode for the first time in a over a month!!! YAY!
posted by Anonymous 4:45 PM


 
chai tea with a shot of mint is heavenly.
posted by Jason 3:30 PM


Tuesday, October 21, 2003

   
'It's getting late,'
she said,
She touched my face,
'Let's stay out as late we we can.'

Drive around the lake
just a little too fast,
my eyes on the lights, her head on my shoulder
Yeah, windows down
wine in our heads
the city lights just blur

Let's go out
on a dock
we'll bring a bottle and a blanket.
And everything,
yeah, everything is going our way.

Lean in to me.


my favorite song: minus the bear - monkey!! knife!! fight!!
posted by Jason 7:05 PM


Sunday, October 19, 2003

   
Last time I saw Mike, he said that I had to have a crush on someone I could never have and someone who unlikely, so I named Johnny Rzeznik as impossible and Jason as unlikely. Mike tired to make me more optimistic about Jason, but I think he dashed it right after that. Anyway, I talked to E'lise tonight and I still she is cool. I'd feel bad if Mike ended up being right (like he is too damn much of the time). I want to meet her. Yeah. April seems so far away.
posted by Anonymous 12:16 AM


Thursday, October 16, 2003

   
I wanted it to be the end of the world or hell to freeze over: Cubs and Sox. Oh well.
posted by Anonymous 11:17 PM


 
hooray for capitalism gone awry.... i mean the yankees.
posted by Jason 9:46 PM


Tuesday, October 14, 2003

   
as a great singer once said, "i aint got no money honey"
posted by Jason 5:52 PM


 
Sorry. It's Staind that will be in Spokane on the 11th. You should go, Jason.
posted by Anonymous 5:28 PM


 
You've already seen Evanscence, but I think they were going to be in Spokane the day after the day I'm seeing them...

My friend Jeff got to see Jimmy Eat World twice at his school (they just showed up and played for $30 a ticket) and once at a professional show. I was so mad. If I had known, I told I him, I would have my the 3-4 hour drive without a problem! Oh well.

Still no one for Staind. :( But Icubus is doing a thing and I REALLY want to go, but its on Sandra's birthday weekend and I think its sold out. :(
posted by Anonymous 5:26 PM


Monday, October 13, 2003

   
why doesnt seattle get so many bands? i guess its a good thing they arent here now though because i dont have the money to see them. i went and saw the stills and interpol a few weeks ago, and that was awesome. seattle has a lot of good underground bands, and luckily my roommate is into that stuff so i get exposed to some good stuff. brit if youre going to come up here, let me know in advance and ill see if there are any good shows to go to.
posted by Jason 8:25 AM


Sunday, October 12, 2003

   
I went to see Aerosmith on Friday. That was pretty cool cause I've loved that band since I was a little kid. We paid $50 a piece for lawn seats, though, so it was hurting my wallet. I got a tank top that says "Going Down?" across my chest. I love it. But I'm a littler nervous about the attention I might get, so I might not where it in public.

Anyway, the show had Saliva opening. I knew 2 of their songs, but in general, they sucked. The lead singer had an obsession with screaming, even when he was supposed to be talking normally. It was annoying. And then KISS came out. I knew 1/2 a song by them. They were entertaining, but we couldn't see the stage at all, so the TV was the only way we could see anything. Aerosmith was great and I knew almost all their songs. Most of the people were there for KISS though, so the energy went way down, but I rocked out anyway.

I bought tickets to see the Barenaked Ladies with a bunch of people a few days ago and someone just told me that Evanescence and Staind are coming to town, so I'm going to look into those tickets. I also go to these shows alone and it sucks. I need a concert buddy. But its fun no matter what.
posted by Anonymous 11:44 PM


Thursday, October 09, 2003

   
heheh. awesome.
posted by Jason 9:06 PM


 
Its what the ushers wear so that people know who they are. They don't entitle you to go backstage or meet the band...but I feel special having it anyway.
posted by Anonymous 8:01 PM


 
whats un usher pass?
posted by Jason 5:26 PM


 
Godsmack was fuckin' amazing. Oh, and because of the show, I have a preoccupation with the word fuck. More than usual. Yeah. Johnny (from Goo Go Dolls) didn't help that with his lyrics to "1000 words." Mmm...anyway. Yeah. Adema opened and ROCKED THE HOUSE. People were jumping and moshing and having a good time. And the lead singer, Mark Chavez, was HOT. He had really REALLY nice eyes. And he made a point to look at each person. It was neat. I really liked that. And we were so close (dead front and center...stage, barricade, me), there was no way he couldn't notice us. Especially with the teeth and all.

As soon as Adema finished, the floor got totally packed. Whooosh...squish into the bar. I'm kinda bitchy about my space. I don't mind sharing as long as I'm not forced to give up my spot. Some people wanted to get through me, so I was a whore and just got more and more bitchy about it. But really, I didn't even care.

Godsmack came out with "Awake," which fuckin' rocked the house. And I love how Sully called the city "San Fran-fuckin' cisco!" HE HE! Oh yeah. And Sully was yummy too. And the bass player had very flirty eyes (as Sandra put it). He was good with the eye contact business. It was REALLY hot, so Sully took off his shirt. And "Voodoo" was all tribal and sexy. Half naked guy. With blue eyes. I was happy. Oh, and he can rip on the drums. Like, mother....he and the drummer...I forget his name...anyway...went off together. Two full drum kits and call and answer shit. It was insane!

The lighting and stuff was really cool too. Lasers and smoke...they had all sorts of effects going on. Very pleasing, visually.

The crowd...was a lot. Sandra and I were crammed into our spot. She had the bar and I kept one hand that bar at all times. At one point, there was a really cute guy next to me that was smiling at me. I kept smiling back, but he eventually got pushed back. Security kept us well watered, but was cautious of my teeth, which amused me to no end. I kept hoping that Sully would notice the things dangling from the top of my moth and say something, but oh well.

My shirt got pulled on and half taken off. Some guy who sometimes defended Sandra and I and other times put me in severe pain got bitten...by me, in fangs. I didn't go too hard, but fuck...I hurt and he didn't get the hint, so I just sank into his shoulder. It was great. (yeah...so I was crazy.)

I got a guitar pick from Sully (YAY!!) thanks to Sandra. I REALLY wanted one, so she gave the one she caught to me. She got other one too...but we think it might be in my car.

I am so damn sore. My neck, my back, and my sides. Parts of my arms too. You can't actually see the bruising, but I sure feel it.

Basically, the concert was out of this world. Adema played for like an hour. Godsmack played over 2 hours (that is pretty long for any show). They just kept going and going. And the energy was addictive. It was like a rave. There is an energy there that everyone has...you either feel it or you don't and if you don't, you won't get the people. Well, I felt it this time. You couldn't avoid it. The whole crowd (all 2000 people, I think) stomped their feet, yelled "Godsmack," and more. It was nuts. But intense.

So yeah. I like hard rock/metal. I just am a live show girl. But thats okay, cause now friends can get me to go. :) Yay.

Oh and I got an usher pass. WHOO!! I have it stuck to my wall. I hope the parents don't get upset.
posted by Anonymous 1:07 AM


Tuesday, October 07, 2003

   
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!! Half Life 2 delayed until APRIL! AAAAAAAHHHHHHH

posted by Jason 5:27 PM


 
absolutly hilarious: http://www.cockeyed.com/citizen/california/desperate.html
posted by Jason 12:08 AM


Monday, October 06, 2003

   
i dont want to do homework.
posted by Jason 7:02 PM


Sunday, October 05, 2003

   
horray for 4 hours of sleep a night and marching all day. gotta love rotc field training exercises.
posted by Jason 4:13 PM


 
I confronted the guy I like today. I was so nervous and shy that I was shaking, but I told him straight up that I liked him and had for a while now. He said he already knew. Figures. Then I told him that it was up to him, cause at least he knew. He could do something about it...or not, saying that he's not interested, and no offense would be taken.

After that, for the rest of the day, he was a bigger goof off than usual and bigger prick. Like damn. And I don't want to take anything back because I still see him and melt or talk to him about ridiculously stupid things (like socks....) and it makes me day. (NO KIDDING...socks made my day!) It just sucks. And he wouldn't say anything more than that. I just want a yes or no...or slightly interested.

But he's still into someone else, according to the rumors, which sucks. I really don't want to be second best, you know?
posted by Anonymous 12:29 AM


Friday, October 03, 2003

   
elise and i are having trouble. it sucks.
posted by Jason 7:41 AM


Thursday, October 02, 2003

   
Next Tuesday (the 7th) I'm going to see Godsmack at the WarField, but I'm going with a security guy, so I might meet them and I can buy the cheapest ticket and still get up close. :) Next Friday (the 10th) I'm going to see Aerosmith with Kiss and Saliva at Shoreline. We have lawn seats, but its okay, as long as I'm there and can hear the band. I'll survive if I can only see them well on the giant screen. Busy music week for me. I also have a singing test on the 10th, so I have to be careful not to blow my voice out among the mosh pits...

I've never moshed before. I guess I'll wear the boots. And the fangs. And some low cut top. Probably the goth-ish one.
posted by Anonymous 6:42 PM


 
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