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Named after the creator, Mike, four most frequent posters, Brittany, Jason, Anna, Sarah and newest member Dorothy. archives Sunday, June 30, 2002 posted by Mikael, Shady, God 5:55 PM Saturday, June 29, 2002 I got rear ended again... In Santa Cruz. I cant open my trunk... posted by Anonymous 11:41 PM Friday, June 28, 2002 argg....... being out of school is nice but looking for a job isn't. does anyone know a place thats hiring that doesn't suck a lot? Sarah Lawrence sent me information on classes... I'm so excited. Yay. The camera they gave me at grad night sucked and only half my pictures came out... but i did get the one of matt with the whole hot dog in his mouth. posted by Anonymous 4:32 PM Thursday, June 27, 2002 My hands are so forked up right now dammit. The blisters hurt and throb when my hands are just lying still. posted by Mikael, Shady, God 11:48 PM hmm actually make it more like 1 pm posted by Mikael, Shady, God 5:06 PM Wednesday, June 26, 2002 If you read this post and you are free at around noon this Friday come to Lake Elizabeth bring some sort of foodstuff or some sort of toy like a frisbee and enjoy my picnic. Bring friends too. Love you all. And Matt thats good times. My family was gone for 5 days and its so nice walking around the house nude and going to the bathroom with the door open. THATS freedom man. posted by Mikael, Shady, God 11:37 PM for two weeks! posted by Anonymous 1:01 AM Summer sucks, everything is boring, i want something to happen, oh wait, my parents are leaving on friday, WOO HOO!! posted by Anonymous 1:01 AM Tuesday, June 25, 2002 More blogging! HEHHEHEHE speaking of conceited I tell Jenni I like Tim because Tim is funny and we agree a lot and Jenni immediately says Tim was talking about me wasnt he?? HEHEHE No Jenni but next time we will discuss you if at all possible ok? posted by Mikael, Shady, God 9:12 AM Ive also realized I need some excitement. I want to start some betting pools on a few things but I want some more ideas. Like when Daniel and Manana will break up. If this has happened please inform me I need to stay up to date. When Jason will make an actual decision. Betting starts one decade from now. Brat and Jason hooking up would be a good betting pool....hmmm need more ideas. Maybe when Tim and Ariane...nah lets not go there... posted by Mikael, Shady, God 9:01 AM life is so weird...how can things be so incredibly shitty yet I'm so happy? oh well, soon all(or most) of the stress will dissapate...timm(not tim cao in case any of you are total idiots Tim was worried there might be confusion. Timothy Cao says just becuz he watches outside sarahs window sometimes when Robin isnt putting out does not make him a stalker Sarah is taking about a different Tim ok?) is a stupid stalker exboyfriend. So stupid I swear, does he think I'll just forget it all?? Sorry buddy...not this time. On to a different matter I have the best friends in the world, I could never repay their kindness and wonderful deeds. God is so frinkin awesome. I feel like He just answered my prayers in an instant and placed these wonderful gifts at my feet. For once someone is understanding and realizes that life can and will dish out a bunch of crap but that only creates more of a reason to be close with your friends instead of ditching them because they have baggage. It's great to go to bed at night with a smile on my face and waking up the same way. I'm so happy, I can't wait for college. :: Sarah Ranalli 11:11 PM [+] :: ... Somehow this got deleted but I managed to save it. Go Me! You are welcome Sarah. And Tim Cao really was worried people would think Sarah would mean him. Maybe Tim isnt as smart as I thought. Or he is just so conceited he thinks everyones first thought when they hear tim is Timothy James Cao? Who knows Tim like all geniuses is a bit odd. posted by Mikael, Shady, God 8:57 AM Tuesday, June 18, 2002 My dad is unbelieveable. He can be so over protective...granted, now that I've met Jason's mom I think I have a little easier, but still. He is always changing the rules on me. And he has completely different standards for my little brother, like, my little brother can walk around outside when its dark, alone, but I can't. Or my little brother can get away with being anti social, but I have to be all cheery and wonderful ALL THE TIME. I am almost 18 and my dad worries about me taking a trip to San Diego. Not the trip, but the car ride I have to make to get there. One second he says its okay and a day later he guilt trips me into giving up two very fun events for family vactation, which I would have done anyways, but I would have joined them a few days later. And parking at my house is awful...I hate it. We have 8 vehicles, 5 of which are his. And yet, he gets all of the driveway, garage space, and the curb in front of the house. I have to park down the street. What is that? I didn't ask for the driveway, but just somewhere close to the house. Then, my dad makes up stupid rules, like I have to carry all the bags from shopping or something. His excuse used to be because he was driving. But now that I am driving he says that I owe it to him...I don't know. Mostly I hate how everything is a inconvience to him. Since I am so different from how he was at my age, he just blames everything on me...he punishes me harded than my little brother too. (And Matt is a sophomore, he is not that much younger than I am) I just ask for some consistancy and fairness. That's all. I used to be outnumbered at my house, but now that I have a step-mom (kinda), things are a little better. Kinda. My dad still thinks he has all the authority and that women should be happy little house wives who clean all day and have dinner ready when he comes home from work. That's stupid. He should grow up. Two days left til we are out of Irvington High forever. Its getting more exciting, more worth while, and sadder by the day as well. I dont know what to think. I have changed so much (into a hippie aparently) and met so many people that have touched my life. I am leaving with a whole new perspective on life. I am being more independant than ever (however, I still have a father that will not let me go...I have an 11pm curfew!!), and people keep telling me that I am so well prepared. I hate to say goodbye to everyone, but especially those who have made a difference in my life, even if they didn't enter my picture until this last semester. And now those people hold more significance than the ones I have known since I was a freshman. Thank you to all. I've put Mike to sleep now...he is on my couch. I guess he needed sleep. That's a good thing. For pictures from senior ball and other things in my life or anything about my life you can go to my website: http://www.gurlpages.com/brit_brat100 "All you need is love." In whatever form love may take in your life, cherish it. Its the most important thing...thanks again. posted by Anonymous 12:59 PM Monday, June 17, 2002 Two days left... to enjoy the company of friends. to savor the conversations with great teachers and counselors to experience what I've overlooked for 4 years. to experience the love and happiness of my friends Two days left... Until I leave my childhood friends and embark on a new journey alone, without the company i have never learned to appreciate enough Until I leave this institution that I have learned to call my home Until I cease to exist in the minds of many Until I never see the hundreds of faces that have brought joy to my life, abandoning the atmosphere and leaving behind that which I've enjoyed for 18 years of my life Until my world as i know it, fades away. posted by Anonymous 10:17 PM wow show up at 7:45 and be home by 9:30... finally I like school. posted by Anonymous 9:06 PM Well I fear I am totally fucked now. They say you go to people for advice hoping for a different answer than what you know it will be. Well thats what I did but all my friends are smart enough to know the real answer and agree that I am screwed. Being screwed in the bad way which is really quite awful. posted by Mikael, Shady, God 1:09 AM Sunday, June 16, 2002 Scooby doo was great! Better than i thought it would be, lots of adult humor...look for details, lol GO SEE IT! posted by Anonymous 12:04 AM Friday, June 14, 2002 I really wish I could just make myself hate some people or even just be mad at them but I just can't. This sucks. posted by Mikael, Shady, God 7:00 PM Thursday, June 13, 2002 I think of all the people im going to miss, im going to miss jenni the most. It's been a great year, and she's always been there for me, from we the people to chamber tour, shes always been a great friend, and only now am i starting to realize it. Mike too, he's like my personality twin, were both too pessimistic for our own good. Tan, hes my new best asian friend, i used to hate him, now i dont know what id do without him. Jeremy ive known since 5th grade, we essentially are the same person, i might self destruct next year without him. There's a hole in my life that will start on the 22nd, and slowly widen until im alone again, running the race that never ends trying to find my new place. This is not the greatest story in the world, but it certainly is a tribute, a tribute to my friends that i have now...I love all of you, i dont want to leave, and i know none of you really want to either, just dont forget me and all of us, if were all around one summer, we'll hang out, talk about college, but until then, i will cherish the memories...here is my tribute. posted by Anonymous 9:48 PM Yes. It's finally begun to hit me how much I am going to miss basically every single Irvington Senior. As everyone knows I am not one of those people whos always looking towards what I am going to do next. I learned a long time ago to just enjoy where I am in my life at this moment. Everyone else wanted to get out of Irvington and go to a certain college and after that they want a certain job but I lost that drive in me a long time ago. I have many faults, formost among them being how abrasive I can be and it took a long time for me to really feel like I belonged anywhere. But after 4 years at Irvington I did feel like I had a place. I have no idea what that place is but I was there and It was MY Place. Now I have to go thru 4-6 more years of crap trying to find my place and then Ill leave once again. As a little kid I never wanted to grow up and I still do but time keeps marching on forcing me to. posted by Mikael, Shady, God 12:35 AM Wednesday, June 12, 2002 Time: 10:15 Mood: Shitty Im excessively tired, i dont know, maybe i should sleep, but im enjoying my time online with my friends, only 3 months left to enjoy their company, even less for some...time ticks away... posted by Anonymous 10:18 PM Tuesday, June 11, 2002 Youd better. posted by Mikael, Shady, God 9:22 PM it just hit me a day or so ago that im moving. in like 2 weeks. its hard to fathom. i guess most people are moving, but ive never done it before. its pretty scary. im gonna try to spend more time with my friends in my remaining time. posted by Jason 7:47 PM Just got home from senior picnic and I am so gald I went. Granted, when people see me tomorrow, they may mistake me for a lobster. Ha ha. It was fun though. Some good bonding time with friends I have to let go of soon. =( I have really discovered how important it is to laugh through the last semester of school. Hopefully, I can keep laughing even after I graduate. Prom was...yeah, you probably don't want to know what I think. On the other hand, I am embracing my new situation...what exactly do single people do anyways? All I know is that I want to have fun. See everyone tomorrow. Don't laugh too hard when you see me. posted by Anonymous 6:38 PM Sunday, June 09, 2002 Today feels like Saturday. I really dont want to go to school but I can not miss any more days. So no senior cut day for me but when all the seniors cut we do no work anyways so it should work out. I think Im still feeling the positive afterglow of Prom. I had a really great prom and Im sorry jenni didnt get to go. Had work today but I "felt sick" slept till 2:10 and went to Jason's court of honor(Im such a good friend) then hung out at Jasons and now Im back. Should have come Matt we got free Coldstone's. Take Care posted by Mikael, Shady, God 10:18 PM This morning blogger was down so I never got to post this.... Here I am at 4 am June 9 2002. Last night was prom and for me it has just now come to a close. Im saddened of course, after all, I was having a great time and no one wants their good times to end. I didn't get to hang out with Dorothy really but thats ok because hanging out with Virginia was even better. She was the best date anyone could hope for...except for the fact she already has a bf:- / But it makes the weeks of constantly asking Gini to go with me well worth it. Id say tonight was well worth the 500+ dollars it cost. And I'll get you a smoothie Gini. I just wanna point out I offered you mine when we got there and 3 hours later what did you want desperately?:) A smoothie of course. Things are just better when people listen to me. Afterwards Valedictorian Tim had us go to Twin Peaks (wonder why hed wanna go there) which is a popular make out point judging by the number of cars there. The view was spectacular. Gini said it was a good place to think. Think about problems you have and that it wasn't a makeoutpoint it was a problempoint. For me those places have always been the opposite way. They help me forget my troubles. When I see the big world out my window at night or from the top of twin peaks my problems simply pale in comparison and I laugh at how silly they are, and how silly I am and people are and I am content. That is how I was tonight too looking out over San Francisco with Virginia with the freezing wind whipping around us. It was simply beautiful and I forgot everything and anything that could make me feel anything but satisfied. That moment alone was worth 500 dollars and Im glad someone was there to share it with me. I find myself sitting here awake wishing I had something to do so tonight/this morning doesnt have to end. But All good Things must come to an End. To all the seniors and friends I will never see again thank you for this night. I will miss ALL of you. Thats what prom is for, you forgot for those 4 hours this dance is our last and exists only so we may gather, collect evidence of our times together and preserve those memories so years from now we can look through an old shoe box and say I remember this or I remember that and sigh with contentment. It took 3-4 years for me to find the best seniors at Irvington and be accepted by them and I find that time well spent and the parting particularly bitter. But time always continues flowing with or without our consent and so I bid you adieu. Hope to see you all soon. Best of luck in your lives. I know you will all succeed. posted by Mikael, Shady, God 10:08 PM i think its kinda funny how for me, last night, the fun level rapidly climbed...until we got to the dance. the dance was ok. and then after the dance, the fun went back up. i was trying to figure out last night why i wasnt really into dancing, i mean, besides the fact that i suck at it. couldnt figure it out though. oh well. pictures were fun, i just wish we could have had more time to get a cool pose. BENIHANNA'S!!! i love that place more everytime i go. and that cheff!!! he gave me so much fried rice!! i love him. jen and i put about $60 down for a $50 bill. so ya, great evening, even without the bowling. thanks to everyone who participated, you guys were great. i guess the color of the limo doesnt matter too much when youre inside. as long as its not pink or something. posted by Jason 12:14 PM Saturday, June 08, 2002 Damn limo company JUST called and said they only have a white limo to send. I was assured black dammit. Bastards. The limo driver better be just as kewl as last times thats all I have to say. I gotta pick up Gini soon. I hate being stuck in this hour before I need to do anything. Its goddamn slow. Damn TIME! Why do they even make white limos? Who likes white limos? Weddings I guess.... But we should just decide all limos should be black. The world would be a better place. P.S. I dont actually dislike white limos I just dislike being told at a time where you cant disagree with them or youll be screwed. I took this out on the color and I apologize. I think some white limos look better than black ones. posted by Mikael, Shady, God 2:32 PM Friday, June 07, 2002 5 days till this shit hole is over... posted by Anonymous 5:12 PM Thursday, June 06, 2002 Well Im sure as soon as I hear it Ill forgive you. Darn Mom...Makes me stay the whole 2 hours 10 minutes then wont let me get refreshments. ARG! I CANNOT wait to hear Tim's speech. posted by Mikael, Shady, God 9:43 PM So senior awards night tonight. I would be pretty surprised if I got anything besides a WTP medal but who knows what'll happen. It should be kewl seeing everyone from WTP there getting much deserved awards. And why does dorothy have to be so damn secretive? posted by Mikael, Shady, God 5:29 PM Wednesday, June 05, 2002 meep. posted by Anonymous 4:29 PM no way... Janani was my friend all through junior high and ninth grade. it was REALLY strange seeing all the mission people since I went to school with them for four or five years and I hadn't seen most of them in two years. everyone looks so old, probably just because I didn't see them all change gradually. but it was sort of cool because i was reminded just by looking how much more laid back irvington and its students are and I'm glad I'm here and not there. posted by Anonymous 3:23 PM SLAM: simulated live action melodrama i believe posted by Jason 3:07 PM Tuesday, June 04, 2002 Small world. Erika's friend's gf was the mission san jose chick that got heat stroke. Her name is Janani and she is just fine too. So no worries posted by Mikael, Shady, God 10:47 PM So. SLAM today. Where do I even begin in bashing this damn thing? Let's start with the fact the name SLAM for this is retarded. Its Simulated Live Action something, or Seniors something Whoever knows please post what SLAM fucking stands for. Yeah thats annoying but forgiveable. How about the fact I only missed the 3 classes that are a joke anyways, psych, merch/mark, and wtp and had to go to chem, weight training and english BOO. Maybe it's the fact we have to go to Valhalla for i guess a ?review? on SLAM or something. Reviewing crappy ass SLAM is probly worse than actually watching it. Oh except of course this time we won't have to sit in the fucking sun for 2 hours without water, shade or a fucking breeze! That's just poor planning accident. Poor Matt and some girl from Mission (maybe others) got heat stroke and almost fainted. Now granted if it happens to a Mission kid it's funny but not when it happens to a fellow Irvington student! Kinda be ironic if 4 students died from heatstroke since the "accident" had 4 students die from drunk driving. And for the love of god can we please stop tying 9-11 into every bad thing on earth? This is supposed to convince students not to drink and drive and we have to watch the damn colorgaurd(which really sucks for them cuz that shit is hot trust me) do a tribute to 9-11 while the Chief of Police WEAKLY tries to actually tie it in! His line of reasoning...9-11 was a GLOBAL TRAGEDY...,not an American one by the way, and drunk driving deaths are a COMMUNITY TRAGEDY. It kind of works but let's be honest its fucking moronic. Maybe Im just jaded watching a fake accident scene when I've been to the real thing before as an Explorer. Finally is this really effective?? M...a...y...b...e it will convince a few students not to drink AND DRIVE but I really doubt it. I was watching the group of students in the back that actually do drink and drive. One of whom Jay and I know from weight training that is normally the designated driver because he drinks the least....even after the guy who nearly died did his presentation and said that was his same line of reasoning! So I really doubt that it will stop them from drinking and driving. And if you listened carerfully to the police chief he said that since we started SLAM there had been no drunk driving fatalities in Fremont. Nothing about a decline in the number of drunk driving accidents or DUI's so Im thinking some of it is just luck and smarter students but I couldn't find any statistics online so I can't be sure. I think we can all agree SLAM is a bitch. posted by Mikael, Shady, God 7:49 PM Monday, June 03, 2002 I may be stating the obvious when I say this but high school is over in less than two weeks. hmm indeed. posted by Anonymous 7:11 PM QUEST came to an end for me today as well. Now I can honestly say what a load of crap it was without worrying about it affecting my grade. It looks like I might even be graduating. Man a lot is happening. Anna will be in Idaho for 10 days. Im going to senior prom with gini not kelsey, I actually did QUEST and most of my contract work even though I say my essays (except Infobop) sucked. I stayed up all night and morning to finish that crap because I still had to wait till the last moment. It made me very nostalgic. All teachers except Mrs. CK can go to hell tho. And the administration are !@#$%^&*(). I do not know how to feel right now....except tired. Im taking a looooooong nap. I hope all of you are happy. Ive always hated change. It is unsettling. posted by Mikael, Shady, God 3:08 PM Sunday, June 02, 2002 Im tired of everything. Every have one of those days where you burnout competely and no one understands? Im tired of my life, im not gonna go end it or anything i just wish it would be simpler, why cant i just have a time to unwind. No, just stretch me tighter and tighter until...snap...im tired, i want out of it all, everything, ignorance, atrophy for my entropy. I need rest. posted by Anonymous 10:12 PM |
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